At My Worst Lyrics – NoCap

At My Worst Lyrics

[Verse]
I’m at my worst but I would never show it, it’s simple
They did me dirt but I would never hold it against ’em
I’m havin’ problems showin’ God that I’m really thankful
I’m way too fast to beat the block with all of my chains on
Not givin’ in, I’m takin’ on the pain that I’m made for
My realest friends, now they only call me for paper
I’m tryna vent but by the end they ask for a favor
Judge want me locked away, I had to pray to get a bond
Gang member to the state but I’m a father to my son
Killed Slim ‘fore I could make, like I’m ballin’ for nothin’
No one will listen to me ‘less I go and make a song
So I went and made a song
It go somethin’ like
We tired of dyin’, we tired of cryin’
Let the hood sing
We tired of dyin’, we tired of cryin’
Let the hood sing
I’m on this stage, I had to duck the rifles and the choppers
I’m with Cortez but somehow still ain’t got it right with Gwala
I don’t agree with Touriano but that’s still my partner
Just on the strength he always told me I would be somebody
I was a kid when they killed Fred, I wished jail on his killers
Then I got older and noticed, it’d be better if I kill ’em
Mama do whatever she can, but it’s hard without no figure
So when she get her income tax, that’s when we celebrate Christmas
‘Til this day I still call Frederick Bonner father, even though I found out that he ain’t my pops for real
I’m thankful for that pain, it turned me into a monster, nigga, in other words, that’s what really got me here
I’m still your son, nigga
I swear to God, I-I bleed this GMR shit, I bleed this shark shit
Raised me and Slim like we was real brothers, I’m tryna find out who did that to him
Maybe I rap ’bout it too much, niggas gon’ take it to they headstone
I’m on the top floor with three sluts, my baby mama say I’m dead wrong
You know I really can’t say much, but I’ve been aimin’ at the innocent ’bout you, dawg
‘Bout you, dawg
‘Bout you, dawg
‘Bout you, dawg
‘Not my dawg
‘Not my dawg
‘Not my dawg
I’m screamin’ “Not my dawg”
Shy introduced me as her brother then we end up fuckin’
I should’ve kept it in my pants ’cause now I lost a friend
The beef was deep around that time, was tryna cross my kin
This before Damon and Jaylyn Pruitt had a kid
At this time I don’t even think lil’ E was poppin’ pills
This before La’Mical Perine hit the NFL
And tell Shenay I’m going up, I’m finally bein’ fair
I brought you so many problems, tell Jackie I asked about her
We come from a small city, my brother had my position
I’ll never would rule against you, I’ll never rule against you
Heard lil’ Bryan caught a body, imagine that when we would sit in front of Pooby house
Wonder why I sit in silence, ’cause it’s some shit that I ain’t get to talk to Duke about
Never thought that Jade would move on, but, girl, that nigga better treat you right
And I get this feeling I’m alone just like up on the tail lights